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My feelings on what happened with Drew Chadwick!! I know that, that’s probably not the real reason but I still deep down that maybe JUST MAYBE it is!! #emblem3 #e3 #drewchadwick #wesleystromberg #keatonstromberg #weloveyoudrew

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During the last night hours I begin to let my true colors & thought flow out of me like I’m in therapy! Before Emblem3 I was sad & depressed because my uncle passed away! My uncle was the only father figure that I’ve ever had in my life! We didn’t have a uncle-niece relationship! We had a father-daughter relationship! I always thought that he was gonna be there for bug moments in my life! Like getting my license, getting my first boyfriend & having him scare the crap out of the poor guy, having him give permission to my boyfriend to ask to marry me, to walk me down the aisle, to be there when I have my first child, to just be there period! I was 17 when he passed away & my whole world crumbled! Someone that I thought was always gonna be there wasn’t anymore! He was SO STRONG! He never let anything or anyone tell him that he couldn’t do something! He was always determined to prove people wrong! & he loved everyone for what is on the inside! He never judged people by what was on the outside! I remember that he always would strangers brother or sister & when they would look at him funny & ask him why he called them that he would always says “because we’re all God’s children” after he passed away I became really dependent on Siera but Siera didn’t mind because she’s my best friend actually, she’s more like my sister! She always tries to get me to smile & be happy no matter what was going on in my life! But when my uncle passed away it didn’t really help that much, I was to depress to try to be happy! I put on a good face though! But then I saw E3 on the X factor! & after I saw them I slowly started to become myself again! Drew was the main reason for that! Mainly because much like my uncle Drew SO STRONG! He never lets anything or anyone tell him that he can’t do something! He always is determined to prove people wrong! & he loves everyone for what is on the inside! He never judges people by what was on the outside!….So now you know why I love E3 the way that I do, & why I am “obsessed” with Drew! I’m telling y’all this because I just wanna let everyone know because I feel like I get asked about it a lot!

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#FORREALTHOUGH!! Luke Bryan has been here 4 times, LadyA has been here about 3 or 4 times, & Little Big Town has been here about 3 times!! I wish other people like Demi or 5SOS would come here!! E3 has been here 2 times I think but I couldn’t go to either one!! I wish they would come here again so I could actually see them in concert!! I we all know that I wished that Gloriana would come back!! Idk if they will though!! I wish they would!! But these damn radio stations need to start playing their songs more!! & it’s like I don’t try to get them to their songs!! I literally bug the radio stations ALL THE TIME!! But they only Gloriana at like 11 PM!! AND PRETTY MUCH EVERYBODY IS ASLEEP BY THEN!! Radio stations in general piss me off because they hardly ever play new stuff from artists!! Or they just don’t play an artists music in general!! The only stations that I like are STAR102.1 & Q100.3 in Knoxville, Tennessee!! & that’s because they ACTUALLY LISTEN TO THE FANS!! & The Q got Gloriana & Laura Bell Bundy down here!! & they have this thing were they country music for 100 minutes commercial free!! WHO DOESN’T LOVE 100 OF NON-STOP MUSIC?? OKAY!! I think my rant is over!! I just had to vent!!

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I went to go to bed & Boy-Boy was literally laying in my spot!! Like he’s laying right against my pillows!!

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He likes when I rub his back with my foot!!

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EXCITEMENT IN ITS PUREST FORM!!

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#WomanCrushWednesday #WCW #DemiLovato #RachelReinert #LauraBellBundy #JessieJamesDecker

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The things I text my friends!! HaHa!! #drewchadwick #wesleystromberg #keatonstromberg #emblem3 #e3

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Late night conversations with Hannah. We always talk about the truth in the late night hours! 😁😁

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#Truth.

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& Siera is one of those true friends!!

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I got to pick out my own coffee cup today, this is the one that I picked!! I like it!! I think it’s cool!!

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"Smell good don’t I, taste even better!" I missed the beginning of what he said but this is the reason why Dean Winchester is SO HAWT! That whole scene was SEXY! This is why I’m a Dean girl! & I know that I sound like a crazy person BUT IT’S TRUE! #supernatural #spn #deanwinchester #samwinchester #castiel #jensenackles #jaredpadalecki #mishacollins

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"DON’T OBJECTIVE ME!" #supernatural #spn #deanwinchester #samwinchester #castiel #jensenackles #jaredpadalecki #mishacollins

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FUNNY LITTLE FUN FACT ABOUT MYSELF!! My first semester of freshman year in high school my first period class was originally gym but I couldn’t take gym because of my right hip so I switched myself out of gym & actually got to pick my own elective to take the place of gym & the school I was going to at the time offered a class titled The Development of Rock N Roll which is a class where all we do is study all the music, artist, & bands in the rock n roll genre or any artist/band that sounded somewhat like the rock n roll genre!! & the class started from the very first rock n roll artist that there ever was!! & we studied people like Muddy Waters, Joan Jett & the Balckhearts, Chubby Checkers, Buddy Holly, Etta James, The Rolling Stones, Kiss, Hank Williams Sr., Janis Joplin, Bon Jovi, Jerry Lee Lewis, Elvis Presley, Pink Floyd, Metallica, Motley CrΓΌe, Fleetwood Mac, & The Beatles!! & I was just like “OMFG! YUSH! SIGN ME UP FOR THAT CLASS! I WILL LITERALLY DO ANYTHING TO HAVE THAT CLASS!” & I actually took the VERY LAST SPOT in that first period class!! So I was pretty happy about that because everybody that wanted to get in that class to get an “east A” couldn’t!! & to be totally honest I’m not much of a rock person but I have to admit……….I EFFING LOVED THAT CLASS!! Like, ALL WE DID WAS TALK ABOUT & LEARN ABOUT DIFFERENT ARTISTS & LISTEN TO MUSIC ALL PERIOD!! Then I switched school & asked if they had an elective like that & they said “Oh we don’t offer a class like that! BUT WE HAVE CHORUS!” I was really sad about that!! Because I eat, sleep, & breathe music!! #MusicJunkie #MusicLover #MusicNerd #FunnyLittleFunFact